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I am sorry. I have to stop my diary for a period. I want to get in cramming for top university. I know who I am and how could I destine myself. I am sorry to everyone who wants to know me, understand me and look for me, I am sorry I have things more important to do.

My meal plan met its end and the biggest problem is I am facing starvation. Really? Of course impossible, how can a man just let himself get starved? I still have some money to buy food. One month left, I think it is not a very annoying stuff, at least not more than the courses selection and make various payments. Oh, Jesus Christ, nothing…

These days I feel weird. Sometimes I feel tired and want to sleep.But I am always waken up by some excitement when I have already lied on the bed. Maybe I need something like a doll or a warm bath to give me a little comfort to fall asleep.

All the words from the movie. It has already been forbidden by Chinese government because of its aggressive tend against the government:

Yesterday I didn’t feel good. A guy in my high school just killed himself on 11th. I didn’t know how and why he killed himself. And I didn’t know this guy before. I just felt that suicide did come to this school. After all, the suicide did come.